Oh this anguish
of hot Angel Fire
lead melting inside the crucible
of my golden core
Petrified knots
Twisted centuries
of unloved detriment
poured over by the haunting laughter
of my Emerald Muse Guardian
I've got her on speed dial
in case of emergency
nowhere to go
beyond this glass ceiling
breath getting shallow
i swear that I'm dying
her giggle
cracks the mirror she holds
mischievous taunting
reflecting my naked blushing
a rouge ample delight
of unexpressed eros
overwhelmed by the sudden witness
must hide from all these spirits
so visible I am now
to their curiosity
I shatter in the face
of their audience
shards cut the skin
with tiny reflective blades
sharpened with diamonds
of discrimination
not yet sanded to softness
by time grains of compassion
the aftermath of boulders
eroded by waves unrelenting
grieving glorious aliveness
pounding against my being
cooling the eruption
of this new earth
traversing gravities slow drifting
fresh soil turning
my island of her hosting
thickened to find footing
for awakened bliss
a rib pops out
this cave of my heart
bursting open
Im running out of the darkness
to at last face the sun
nursing this tender tearing apart
of the womb of my beating breast
giving birth to this fevered love
so i might finally
get some rest